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Wednesday, October 30, 2013

Tent Making: Month 1

Today marks the 1 Month milestone of the Interim Lead Pastor position for Tripp as a tent maker.

There are many examples of Tent Making in ministry and international outreach. Generally the equation includes commitment to ministry with little or no pay + working a job to provide support. Tent Making is not superior to full-time or part-time paid ministry, we're just encouraged to see it's not inferior (or impossible).

Paul modeled Tent Making in Acts 18:1-5 (ESV)

After this Paul left Athens and went to Corinth. And he found a Jew named Aquila, a native of Pontus, recently come from Italy with his wifePriscilla, because Claudius had commanded all the Jews to leave Rome. And he went to see them, and because he was of the same trade he stayed with them and worked, for they were tentmakers by trade. And he reasoned in the synagogue every Sabbath, and tried to persuade Jews and Greeks.

In theory, we value this model. Time will tell, whether or not this model is advisable to a young urban family. For now you may ask...

So, how's it going? 

After once month, Tripp and I both see God's leading in his life. Tripp enjoys teaching on Sunday mornings and so far congregants have shared that it's enjoyable to listen. From here, it's going to be a temptation to judge Tripp's call by the amount of filled chairs. Pray for us. Pray that God would give us more faith to trust Him.

Romans 12:3 ESV

For by the grace given to me I say to everyone among you not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think, but to think with sober judgment, each according to the measure of faith that God has assigned.

How is your family doing? 

We're doing pretty well! Thankfully, God has been providing people to lead where we should not, and they are excelling beyond what we could have asked. Yesterday, we officially called a break for Tuesday Root Group. It's going to be up to me to redirect energy back into my family during the day. Training and discipline needs to happen for both the kids and myself and I'm seeing this as an opportunity to refocus. This is not my favorite parenting area.

Monday, October 21, 2013

A weekend of answered prayer

Prayer has not been a notable priority in Tripp & I's relationship from the start. When we were dating in college, we each favored very different worship and prayer styles. I remember struggling so badly with social anxiety that I would lay on the floor of my bedroom crying out to God for internal transformation. I know Tripp had a passionate prayer life but couldn't tell you when or where it happened. We did pray together for friend's to be healed, wisdom on future and over food. However, for us both having such a strong belief in the power of prayer - we were ripe for change and leading in this area.

I would say our first year of marriage set much change in motion, but not yet in a good way. Setting aside alone time to cry out to God seemed awkward and therefore I remember more time spend reading quietly. Again, we prayed for food, for people and healing.

In moving to Rogers Park, and landing in Rogers Park Community Church, we were both able to press a reset button on our relationship as one in Christ. We followed leadership, glory to God, who prayed a lot. Prayer was first in the hearts of our leaders and it became first for us. Finally.

This weekend, Tripp and I both anticipated a lot of challenges. In addition to two very poignant church meetings, Tripp was preaching on Ephesians 5:22-33, 'wives submit to your husbands...'. We prayed as worries presented themselves.

But as for me, my prayer is to you, O Lord. At an acceptable time, O God, in the abundance of your steadfast love answer me in your saving faithfulness. -Psalm 69:13

Hear my prayer, O Lord; give ear to my pleas for mercy! In your faithfulness answer me, in your righteousness! -Psalm 143:1


By Sunday afternoon, Tripp and I were celebrating the faithfulness of our God. He listened to the cries of our hearts, though we were not prostrate on the floor, and honored the prayers of His new creations at Rogers Park Community Church. Kids Club, our children's ministry, will be lead well and the covenant partners will be taking it upon themselves to prepare budget details for 2014. Tripp was able to look back over the day and also give God glory for the most positive feed back he's received yet for a sermon. Glory to God for answering us in His righteousness.


Sunday, September 22, 2013

A New Grace Period

Today marks the beginning of a new season for many people in our closely knit community of Christ's followers at Roger Park Community Church. The Greenberg family of 5, whom we've come to know and love over the past 6 years, has been called on to Florida to live near family. While the parameters appear secure, they leave behind their Chicago home of 15 years for no job and no certain landing place. They leave behind a legacy of evangelistic teaching and example of gospel sharing without fear. I don't think Tripp and I will realize to what extent they've impacted our lives until we're walking more closely in their shoes. 

As of today, Tripp was unanimously voted in as Interim Lead Pastor at Rogers Park Community Church. This is the role that Pastor Keith Greenberg is trusting the Lord to pass on to his friend and Elder, Tripp. The term 'Interim' in this instance simply means 'Lead Pastor with a Grace Period'. Tripp will fulfill all the duties of Lead Pastor as a Tent Maker, keeping his current position at his medical waste company. Interim means that the commitment though complete is not final. We'll assess God's leading as a family and church in early 2014. 


Let's take a moment to look at Tripp in 2007, the height of his good looks. 



Thanks to that sweetie pie in my arms, Tripp and I worked as helpers in a VBS program at a church in our hometown in Taiwan. Her parents were Christians and invited us to come help. While helping, we were asked if we wanted to go receive prayer from a man that was well known for prophesy. Tripp was unsure of the experience but we felt it would be culturally rude to say no. The man prayed for Tripp and it was translated to English by one of the other helpers. The prophesy included a few life turns, one that has become heartbreakingly true, and another that we're seeing today. 

Fluffy headed Tripp was informed that he would be called to ministry. This confirmed a dream he'd had sometime before:


"When I was in college, Jesus Christ appeared to me in a dream, and showed me what he would have me do... Namely to be in the church, and point the people to Him. This is hard to explain, but it was the most vivid dream of my life, and has given me great confidence in my purposes.  This experience has had a profound influence on me."

I wish I could get Tripp to sit down and detail out his feelings about this current grace period we've now entered into as a family. However, he fell asleep on the couch watching football tonight. He falls asleep on the couch most night while I work on my laptop on the other couch. 


Today I feel that we're given a very unique opportunity to taste missionary toil for Christ. This toiling is not partnered with insecurity about whether or not we're following God or doing the right thing with our lives. This toiling, according to 1 Timothy 4:10 and Colossians 1:29, is married to teaching the Gospel, the living hope, to everyone that everyone may be presented mature in Christ. We toil to get the word out that Jesus is the Savior to all. 

This is good news for our family because regardless of whether or not the Lord calls Tripp to Lead RPCC beyond winter 2014, we will learn to toil here and now. 



Wednesday, May 8, 2013

The difference a sister makes


I never used to refer to my girlfriends as 'sisters' until I met Clare Weaver. She would always sign emails, 'love you Sister!' And I always felt so touched that she referred to me as a sister. Having a younger sister, the title denotes a world of responsibilities and commitments. I often have the feeling about my sister that we'll make it through thick and thin. Through the good times and through the bad, no matter what - we will be sisters.

When Clare called me 'Sister,' it actually changed my entire perspective on friendship. One of Clare's spiritual gifts is serving. So, as I was redefining friendship to 'sisterhood' I also observed that service and self sacrifice accompanied. In thought, I could name many dear sisters in my life, near and far. I thank God for you.

Clare got married two weeks ago, Saturday, April 26th, and it was a rich time celebrating my dear sister with fellow members of God's family.
Talk about sisters, I love these women.

I never used to refer to my girlfriends as 'sisters' until I met Clare Weaver. She would always sign emails, 'love you Sister!' And I always felt so touched that she referred to me as a sister. Having a younger sister, the title denotes a world of responsibilities and commitments. I often have the feeling about my sister that we'll make it through thick and thin. Through the good times and through the bad, no matter what - we will be sisters.

When Clare called me 'Sister,' it actually changed my entire perspective on friendship. One of Clare's spiritual gifts is serving. So, as I was redefining friendship to 'sisterhood' I also observed that service and self sacrifice accompanied. In thought, I could name many dear sisters in my life, near and far. I thank God for you.

Clare got married two weeks ago, Saturday, April 26th, and it was a rich time celebrating my dear sister with fellow members of God's family.

Thursday, February 14, 2013

Valentines Day brough to you by...

JESUS!! 

"We love because he first loved us"
~ 1 John 4:19

Share your coffee time with Him today. He loves you so. I wouldn't love a single soul in this world if it wasn't for the life God breathed into me, out of his great love. Thank you Lord!



Photo by Daisy Hatami

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Those Who Wait

There is a Beth Moore video session from her study on Esther that gave light to the verse Isaiah 40:31:


but they who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength;
    they shall mount up with wings like eagles;

She was asking the Lord for a closing thought to tie up sesson 5 on Esther Chapter 5 where Queen Esther is waiting for the right time to ask the King to spare her people, the Jews, from a horrible decree he issued to have them all killed.

The lesson brought us here...

Wait on the Lord. Wait on Him. He is at work in your waiting. DO NOT WAIT ON THE EVENT. Our strength WILL be depleted if we wait on the event, but waiting on the Lord WILL renew our strength. 

Glory to God our Most High!     


"To Those Who Wait"


I am waiting on You,
I am waiting on You.
You say You’re good to those who wait.

My heart’s discouraged,
So I come to You expectant.
You say You’re good to those who wait.

Lord, today You know what I need to do,
But You can do more in my waiting than in my doing I could do.
So I won’t run anymore.
I’m waiting on You.

Oh, wretched man that I am!
Free me from my distractions.
You say You’re good to those who wait.

Then confession and repentance
Find me in the quiet.
You say You’re good to those who wait.
Now I know You’re good to those who wait.

Lord, today You know what I need to do,
But You can do more in my waiting than in my doing I could do.
So I won’t run anymore.
I’m waiting on You.

Oh, my soul,
Wait upon the Lord.
Keep your lamp filled with oil.
Oh, my soul,
Be not deceived!
Wait for Him.
Don’t be quick to leave.

Lord, today You know what I need to do,
But You can do more in my waiting than in my doing I could do.
So I won’t run anymore.
I’m waiting on You.

Thursday, May 10, 2012

The Bienniel Treat

This past weekend was the Rogers Park Community Church Annual Women's Retreat and I couldn't be more grateful for the Lord's mercy on our women. We were back at Dickson Valley Retreat Center, one day and one night. After 4 years of retreating with some of the most down to earth and Godly ladies I've ever met, I should anticipate the humbling challenge of returning to my day to day without them. A weekend with sisters in Christ, worship and spirit filled teaching and discussion feeds my soul - and being on the leadership team that makes the event happen can make for a very sleepy Monday.

However, this time around, I was not heading back to an office on Monday. I was hanging with my kiddo, David - who was so well behaved after a weekend with Dad, I couldn't believe it. I did however fail to maintain obedience to the Lord in my spirit, and quick reverted to 'my house is a mess and I've got way too much to do' Laura. Right on time, my friend Kelly offered to take David that following Tuesday morning. I thought of a million things I wanted to do with those few personal hours - get work done, clean, sleep... and landed on the suggestion Kelly actually made herself - Pedicure.

If there's one place that an expectant mother can waddle into and feel like a princess it's 'Treat' in Evanston. And funny enough, last time I was there I was pregnant with David, not right off of Retreat 2010 - but celebrating my 26th birthday. Thanks to beloved inspiring friend Anne, Tripp had picked up a gift certificate as my birthday present.

Two years ago, I was in the same shoes — in the third trimester of pregnancy waiting on David. This year, I'm waiting on Judah.



In reflection of this day that felt so special to me, I'm reminded of women I love dearly who are waiting... waiting on marriage... waiting on babies... waiting on a answers to big or small prayers. This weekend Beth Moore taught in her study on 'Esther' that those who wait on the event will grow weary. Glory to God that he knew our weakness and tells us...

but they who wait for the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint.
Isaiah 40:30-31

I was also reminded this weekend that though so many of us ladies long for marriage and family, both of those desires WILL be met in our heavenly marriage to the Lamb of God. He will be the best Husband and Father that any of us will ever know. Glory to God that He hears our longings and plans to meet them perfectly in Himself.

Thursday, November 17, 2011

You're beautiful

The Lord has overwhelmed me today with thoughts of His beauty and our eternity with Him! While working on a financial display booth project my pandora pulled up this song and I had to share. Just as real as my delicious cup of coffee and deadlines are the biblical truths that say I will see Jesus. I will arrive on eternity's shore and it will be beautiful. Glory to God!

Your Beautiful
Song by Phil Wickham


I see Your face in every sunrise
The colors of the morning are inside Your eyes
The world awakens in the light of the day
I look up to the sky and say
Youre beautiful

I see Your power in the moonlit night
Where planets are in motion and galaxies are bright
We are amazed in the light of the stars
Its all proclaiming who You are
Youre beautiful, You're beautiful

I see you there hanging on a tree
You bled and then you died and then you rose again for me
Now you are sitting on Your heavenly throne
Soon we will be coming home
Youre beautiful, you're beautiful

When we arrive at eternitys shore
Where death is just a memory and tears are no more
Well enter in as the wedding bells ring
Your bride will come together and well sing
Youre beautiful, You're beautiful, You're beautiful

I see Your face, You're beautiful, You're beautiful, You're beautiful
I see Your face, You're beautiful, You're beautiful, You're beautiful
I see Your face, I see Your face
I see Your face, Youre beautiful, Youre beautiful, Youre beautiful


Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Home

Truly, isn't this home just beautiful?! I took the photo to try to
remember that brown and red can go together and still
be timeless and classic.
Look at our new house in Wilmette! Just kidding! That would be a dream come true, but as of now I'm completely grateful for our Bosworth treehouse and will be until my children look me in the eye and say, 'we can't take this anymore.'

Last Friday, David and I walked to the Linden EL station in Wilmette from having breakfast with Tripp at Walker Bro.'s Original Pancake House. That morning brought the first sight of snowflakes of the season and a whole lot of reflection. As I passed one gorgeous Wilmette home after another I thought of all the families and their stories behind those doors. Beyond the street where we were walking, I saw the Bahai temple dome towering above the trees. Such beautiful homes, such a beautiful temple - neither holding any eternal worth. As a matter of fact, that brilliantly white dome may as well be the gates of Hades. Such earthly beauty, which I praise the Lord that he's given us to enjoy, yet when the refining fire comes, it will all pass away. Thinking on time, things passing, I look down and see what could be an eternal gem in my phil and ted's stroller. My son, D. I could build a house for him that would be only more dust in the end. Or, I could get down on my knees and pray for his salvation daily. I could pray that his salvation would lead others to the saving knowledge of Jesus Christ. Lord have mercy on us all.

I meant for this entry to be a light-hearted thought about the change of season. Somehow, when I sit down to write though - I feel there's really one conclusion worth making. I can't lay claim on any of the goodness in our life, still I am so grateful that His mercies are new every morning - and that includes pancakes!

Sunday, October 16, 2011

He has made me glad

'For you, O LORD, have made me glad by your work; at the works of your hands I sing for joy.'
Psalm 92:4

A friend of mine recently brought me a bouquet of mums that literally touch my heart everyday. I've had to transfer the mums to a new vase so that the big bundle could reach water and they're still just gorgeous. Last Sunday, as Tripp and I prayed with the worship team, I had a lump in my throat as I tried to recount my gratitude for the Lord's work in my life. I was struck with the thought that if I went down that road, thanking God for all that I could think of, I would fall to pieces. This week, I continued to feel this way as I met with God in prayer. I just wanted to share in this post that I am thankful for all the gracious things the LORD has done in our life. We deserve damnation, but God in his unthinkable grace gave us life. His work, His hands, His blood and we stand near and sing for joy.

If you're in a place today where you're not sure what to do in your life, reorient yourself to see He is working. If you can't see it, recount your gratitude to the Lord. Consider your salvation... go down that road and just see where it leads.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Bumper Sticker Rebuttals: Part 1

Over the past 3 years I (Tripp) have had a 20 mile commute within the great city of Chicago. In this time, it’s become clear that for many people, their cars are their sounding board, and their opinions must be put on them for others to read. For them, this is a safe soap box. Many see their opinion or bold claim, but few would ever have any opportunity to challenge it. Here, I will correct that, and to several that I’ve read, I have something to say in response. The first is here:



God is too big to fit into one religion.

Initially this statement seems to be giving God a grand compliment, commenting on
how vast He is, and He is indeed bigger than we could ever imagine. However, in this
statement, “exclusive” religions become the bad guys, and they are shown as belittling
God by limiting who He is. The first problem with this statement is that it makes these
religions out to be some type of jars or containers that may come in various shapes
and sizes. God is then viewed as some type of liquid form that can be poured out and
distributed into each of these jars. He then like a liquid would conform to the shape
of each jar filling each nook and crevice of the interior. This view, in turn, is not
complimentary to God, but in fact makes Him out to be subject to man and its views of
Him, as though we can define Him as we wish. But the truth is that, God has an eternal
being, and His character is forever perfect and unchanged. Though He is vast beyond
measure, He already has a shape (for lack of better words), and will be conformed by
nothing. He consequently does not “fit into” any and every religion or vague view of
who He is, but can only be defined by His own revelation to the extent that He wishes
to share it. The good news is that He does want to be known, and has set forth His
revelation of Himself as recorded through the Holy Scriptures of the Bible.

I recognize that this claim is loaded, as one may in turn also believe that God is too
big to fit into the Bible, which would make yet another very clever bumper sticker.
Nonetheless, the Bible is an accurate portrayal of who God is, and yet, by no means
does it belittle Him. This should be considered practically. On my bookshelf I have a
biography of General Robert E. Lee. It is by no stretch of the imagination an exhaustive
record of all of the accounts of his entire life, nor does it describe to the most minute
detail every trait or aspect of his personality. And yet, it is a very good biography, and
it tells the reader everything he or she needs to know to understand who Robert E. Lee
is, how he lived, and the big picture of what he did. So, Robert E. Lee is not “too big”
for this biography, and in a similar way the Bible is sufficient in what it has to say to us
about God. Though now we do “see in part” and “know in part”, we are given enough
information through the Bible to understand His character accurately.

It is also important to note that the god we see in the Bible is distinctly different than
the “god” of Islam, or “gods” of Buddhism, Hinduism, Daoism, or any other religion.
As much as many today may like to think that these could all be various interpretations
of the same god (a singular God), they are not. These religions all describe separate and
distinct entities that are often not compatible with each other, and are certainly not one

in the same with the one true God. It is not a new concept in history for man to honor
other “gods” or even to seek God in other things or entities. In both the Old and New
Testament God confronts this and distinguishes himself from these false idols or gods,
renouncing the worship of them as evil and fruitless. Thus, making it clear that there is
only one God, and all other gods are false. That one God will not be defined by man, and
He is not open for interpretation, but only is as He is, the one and only, the great I Am.
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